One Inch Closer to babysteph

haven updated my blog 4 some time..so dis shud b a long entry.. cos dunno hw to categorise, so i’m throwing everything abt my life into dis entry..gona be messy..bear wif it, those of u who r reading it..

sch has started, but not so actually.. last week alot of classes were cancelled, bcos of flag day, yr 1 classes, etc.. tink there was literally no class last week. tmr is monday, n classes gonna start officially..dunno watz gg to come.. the modules like very "sheong" like dat.. tot of tmr very sianz… 9.30am to 6.30pm..super long day, n 1st lesson in the morning gonna c a lecturer whom i dun reli like. jus hope everything wil go smooth!

went out to celeb a lian’s bday today. feel good miting up wif the gals, n glad we r still miting every now & then, despite everyone having a busy life, & despite aft leaving sch for 6yrs le..but i feel there’s abit of distance there, between us..maybe..or maybe i tinking too much, or maybe i was too tired 2day. but i prefer a gathering wif less pple, like 3-4 pple, can reli hav heart-to-heart talks..i owiz feel dat a gathering wif too many pple is almos meaningless, no chance to hav heart-to-heart talks, or to reli chat. nonetheless, stil looking fwd to miting wif them soon, maybe for zimin’s bday in september. miting up  wif good frens/buddies is so precious nowadays..itz difficult 2 make reli good frens aft one grows up. frens made during sch days r the most precious & truest frens!

last week no classes, went to sing karaoke twice! haha…finaly got the "chic"! long time nvr sing liao.. but sad 2 say, i din sing well, alth sang twice in a week. well, being ego, mayb, but i feel down when i hear myself not singing well.. =(  when i was teaching, despite feeling sooooooooo tired, i could use my diaphragm beta, but now, stopped teaching liao, i cant seem to use my diaphragm much, for singing.. maybe when i teach, i use my diaphragm to speak, n itz like everyday use, everyday practise..so it gets beta.. there’s dis "be a star" karaoke competition, feel like taking part..but scared i embarrass myself..so, stil considering..

quite into the channel U superstar thingy recently..maybe bcos i like singing, & like to analyze other pple’s singing techniques, so i enjoy following dis superstar tingy every wed/thur..plus deRRick got into the semi-finals! so happy! gotta wast my hp $$ voting for him every week..abit childish tho, a 24 yr old stil behave like dose xiao meimei, chasing idols mindset..haha..who cares! but reli dun understand y dose contestants who sing so horribly can get in! i tink i can sing beta dan 1 of those female contestants lor!

i realise there r quite afew msgs in my friendster mailbox which i haven replied..arghhhh!!! quite "bek cek" wif myself..owiz rotting & lazing ard when i have the free time.. (lazy PIG!!) actually there r much more things i need to do but haven done yet..cos simply too lazy! or bo-chap! very unsatisfied wif myself! so much things i shud have done, but not a single has been done yet:

1) haven cleaned my room dis wkend..

2) haven tidy my files yet, tmr getting 3 thick stacks of lecture notes, stil dunno where to put them yet..

3) haven replied friendster msgs to frens..

4) haven read the 40+ pages of lecture notes for the STUPID CRAZY HEAVY CEM module!

5) haven replied some emails to my students & some friends..

6) haven bought a new bag & new pair of shoes for school.. no choice gotta use the old ones 4 the time being..

7) haven met up with meiting & kirby..

F**K!!!!! y so many things haven done!! oh ya, & haven finish the HK drama series i’m watching..sch starting, wont have mush time to watch liao..

rite, i shud stop tinking, i’ll only make myself more worried for & more annoyed at myself..