recently seen & heard quite a couple of frens getting ROM, getting married…gives me the feeling that i’m getting old…frens ard me r getting married one by one…not many of them tho, still considered minority…but i noe, a few yrs down the road, i gonna hear more & more, & reciv more & more invitation cards..
sometimes seeing/hearing frens getting married makes me have the urge to get married as well..冲动，maybe.. but indeed, i’m not getting young.. marriage was once a very far away thought for me..i tot my ideal age of getting married was at least 27, 28 yrs old…
on the other hand, the thought of getting married can be quite scary…all the preparations, time, energy & most impt of all, the money issue…hee, i haven’t even saved a single cent…so marriage, at this point of time, is but a dream.. and aft marriage, the responsibilities, the new roles to play in the household (being the wife, daughter-in-law, sister-in-law, etc.), the freedom that has to be sacrificed, the personal money that has to be sacrificed, bla bla bla…
and i’m very ironical…or temperamental…wateva u call it…sometimes i tink he’s the right guy, i wanna spend the rest of my life with him..sometimes i tink he doesn’t treat me as well enuf as i expect, i dun wanna spend the rest of my life with him..watz with me..i’m not sure either…but i guess, most of the time, i wanna spend the rest of my life with him. but again…很烦啊…itz the citizenship issue again..
haiz..shan’t tink about it now…no money, can’t be gettin married now anyway..and all the troublesome issues…will jus enjoy life & be happy! (^O^)
as usual, be the happy-go-lucky steph, 那个天塌下来当被盖的我！呵呵。。。
