this semester is coming to an end… fridays’ film & propaganda has ended. happy that i don have to wake up at 6am every fri to go to school. then i can sleep more & have a beta voice for singing lesson in the evening! but will miss having lesson with qiumei, hee.. altho i skip & skip the GE till only have afew lessons together wif u, but i’ll still miss the times we gossip gossip, whisper whisper during the class & our chats on the way back. and reli wanna Thank You for "choping" the gd seat for me!
nxt week’s oso the last lesson for S’pore Studies. ah…and itz my group presentation day too. used to dread & reli hated dis module & its tutor..but aft attending for afew wks, i do tink that i did learn something new & the tutor is quite nice afterall!
人是会变的。。。when i 1st came into NIE, all i wanted was to just slack thru the lessons, can 应付 the exams, and then get my degree. just 混日子… i’m glad my dip ed results were gd enough to let me cross over to BA.. i reli love the things i get to study over these 2 yrs in the BA course. afew to mention r 哲学、通史、韵文、文言语法、修辞、critical reading & writing… it kind of like..brought me up a level, 提高了我的语文素养，丰富了我的知识，也改变了我的想法。i find that i like to study now. not like last time, just wanted to 应付考试。i’m still a slacker as usual, i don tink tatz ever gonna change throughout my life, owiz lazy, skipping lessons, late for classes, last minute then start studying & doing assignments. but i like listening to lessons now, every module, i think i get to learn new things, new knowledge, to improve myself as a person, as a learner. i like to know and i feel happy yo know that i have learned something new! probably oso the high-calibre lecturers/tutors diz 2yrs, and the modules.. they get me to think more nowadays on issues. and i’m glad about the change in me.
time reli flies..不知不觉，4年的NIE生涯即将结束了。之前巴不得快点毕业，现在又有点舍不得！虽然要应付考试、要赶报告、要花一个半小时的时间才能到达校园，但是这一切和到社会上工作相比，仍然是天堂，仍然是幸福！踏入社会上工作，怎么可能会有5个星期，甚至3个月的假期呢？而且是什么都不用做，什么都不用想的假期！
我现在已经在为要开始教书调整心情。曾经也在社会上工作了3、4年，同样也是教书，但那时的心境、人生经历、资历、工作环境、教学对象、老板，等条件和现在都不一样了。我现在一想到要踏入政府部门，到小学去，每天面对每班40只在家里被宠坏的“妖怪”，每天要和体力和精神挑战，每天必须打超过1000个钩钩才能确保能够把学生的作业改完，没完没了的meetings, paper work，经常要面对无聊、无理的家长来找碴儿，校长、HOD给的stress，还有被back-stab的可能性，OMG! 想到这些我就觉得快要不能呼吸了！所以，真的有必要早点开始调整心情。
能够和同学一起上课的时间不多了，应该只剩下一、两个星期的时间吧。扣除周末还有没课的天数，可能就只有5、6天吧。的确蛮遗憾的，还未来得及了解一些同学，就要毕业了。总是这样，有时间、有机会让大家互相了解时，大家总是认为“急什么，还会有机会的啦”，然后就继续忙那些我们自认为很重要的事情，比如，读书、作报告、拍拖、shopping，等等。然后一切快要结束时，大家就开始互相问，怎么这么快啊，好遗憾哦，早知道……。人就是这样。
