One Inch Closer to babysteph

i’m feeling very shitty now!!! very angry, very bad mood… and i wanna scold all kind of words… i need to vent my anger & frustration here…

i tink my school is mad!! i hate my school!!! just recived an email to say there’ll be lesson observation on 30th july. WAT THE FUCK??!! we new teachers have just been posted there, we noe nuts about the school, nuts about the pupils. i don’t even know wat levels, wat classes i’ll b teaching.

they r giving me (as well as the other new teachers) only 1mth’s time & wanna observe my lesson, and let tat b part of my annual appraisal, isn’t it unfair???

hello, we r taking ovr the classes fr other teachers, and u pple know, handing ovr stuffs is SHITTY!!! every teacher’s style of teaching, style of managing the class, managing pupils’ bks & work is different, and it could reli take weeks & mths to re-vamp the whole shitty class into ur own style. i wonder if the school considered these factors. i am reli PISSED OFF!!!!

wanna check bks some more, check compo & sentence-making. wat can i do in 1mth’s time??? they r looking at my primary 2 class (ok, so finally thru dis email, i noe i am teaching P2), and P2 no compo, only sentence-making, i dunno wat else they wanna check.

i noe there’s lesson observation dis yr, but i just din expect itz so soon. at least give us until term 4 rite? or end of term 3. ohya, then the school will tell u, term 4 is very tight, there’s PSLE, there’s SA2, there’s all the blah blah blah… SO??? tatz ur problem rite? not mine! itz U who has no time to observe me. so u wanna sacrifice me, or other new teachers, made us being observed so early, when we r not prepared at all!

i just find it totally ridiculous! i dunno about other frens in other schools, are ur schools tat ridiculous as well?

wat i’m reli pissed off is: the school is very inefficient in letting us (new teachers, or maybe all teachers, i dunno) know about things, but expect us to be efficient about giving the school things. it is reli unfair dis way! i gotta start teaching on monday, gotta hand in my weekly lesson plan, and until now, i dunno wat classes i’m teaching. so i’ve only dis wkend left to plan my weekly lesson plan, so tat i can PUNCTUALLY hand in on monday morning. come on, if u expect me to be efficient, u gotta be efficient on ur part as well rite? datz only fair enuf.

ok…i feel abit beta aft complaining on my blog…but stil pissed off, find the lesson observation thing so ridiculous! ok, my blog readers, just b prepared, come school start, u can expect to c more & more complaints on my blog. i feel beta aft complaining, so just let me do it ok? if u don like to read complaints, then DON READ my blog.