One Inch Closer to babysteph

itz the 1 week september holidays, but itz only for students, not for teachers. yes, NOT AT ALL for teachers. but i’m glad i enjoyed last weekend, went shopping wif mama on saturday & met-up with my music forest pals to celebrate shanna’s bday on sunday. we went eating-singing-eating-chatting-pooling. shanna & JL said my voice din "deprove", only din improve loh…LOLz…actually din "deprove" i alr super happy liaoz.. looking fwd to our nxt meet-up again, ard october, for zihui’s bday?

ok, back to the stupid holidays. had a rest on monday. tues (yesterday) attended a super long full-day meaningless course in a super cold & dry aircon room. the sch paid $180 for each of us, but i don c where the $180 goes to, the food was bad, the venue was only so-so, the course was only 50% useful. worse of all, it made me so cold i came hme with a flu! took medicine, slept for 14 hrs, but woke up STILL with a flu. and my palms till now are still so dry, fr the SUPER POWER AIRCON.

i’m left with today & the wkends to buck up on my work. i’ve to complete my EMPS today, to see my supervisor tmr in school & finish up some marking of corrections in sch tmr. fri there’s dis teachers’ mass lecture at the expo, at 8 in the morning… damn shit loh, saying itz bcos of teachers’ day then have dis mass lecture. if itz reli teachers’ day, then give us a GOOD BREAK!!! we reli need dat! and not wake up early in the morning, go to such a faraway plc–Expo and listen to some crap stuffs by some crap pple. then there’s still the setting of SA2 paper, setting of term 4 wrksheets, worst of all, lesson observation!

reciving the email notification of the lesson observation is making me HATE MY SCHOOL AGAIN! remember some time towards the end of the june hols, i was making a big fuss, scolding in my blog for the short notification of lesson observation at the end of july? they cancelled the lesson observation some 2 wks b4 the actual thing, when some of us had alr started preparing. well, they put in SUCH a nice way, saying they want to give us more time to prepare. and i was reli thankful, thinking they know itz unfair to observe us, giving us such short notice.

now i reli regret being thankful! 狗改不了吃屎！烂学校就是烂学校！can’t they be kinder to teachers? now, itz coming to the end of the 1 week holidays. and i just received the email TODAY, informing us that our observation is on term 4 week 2. which means, we only have 1 week to prepare. WTF??!! itz real ridiculous. just bcos some colleagues reminded them about our observation, they just anyhow throw us a date & let us go & die. FUCKING SCHOOL WIF A FUCKING SYSTEM! 怪不得永远翻不了身！shud i send an email back & reflect the unfairness??? reli 不服气！when they cancelled the last observation, they claimed it is to let us have more time to prepare. then now comes this SHIT!

i’ve only completed 5% of my bond, and i can’t help but wish i could be out of the teaching service. i love teaching, but the stupid system is damn fucked-up. all the red-tapes, the inflexibility of rules & regulations & especially the last minute culture of my school… the stupid last minute culture is making me real stressed-up! ya…wat a job, when i’ve only been in for 3mths, and i’ve been falling sick more often than when i was in NIE. and the stress is making my hormones-cycle gg messed-up..